ever since humans have functioned in some form of order or society there has always been a greater authority telling us what’s right or wrong. whether it be like the church or some kind of organized, sneaky ass government… like why?????? what made them worthy of knowing what morals we should live by??

like…this planet is so corrupt and the Earth is just like a spec of dust in this infinite ass universe.. why do we think we are the shit?? there are fucking aliens or some higher being looking at us like oooohhh they’re gonna get it some day. we have scientists that swear they have the answers to something that truly they have no real understanding or control over. they cant see an atom and watch it supposedly be the tiniest but most crucial component of an organism. we have no idea what the meaning or make up of life is. we live and then we die. like we cease to exist. some day my perspective and feeling of being in the present, the right here right now, will be me thinking, ok I’m about to die. how.. how do our days seem so mundane and go so unappreciated, when the reality is that those moments that seem so recent and meaningful to our existence at that very instance are all rapidly sneaking into our past.. bringing us closer and closer to the day that, as a human, we stop living on this Earth inside of the body in which our mothers birthed is with. now after that?? who the f knows but hopefully when my day comes I’m sent somewhere that will grace me with all of these answers… because sitting in my bed and pondering them like I am right now might actually take up all of the space in my brain/turn me into a lemon